Is anybody out there ......
Is anybody listening??????

My journey

I've struggled, I've kept on keeping on.

I've never giving up ...

I've always kept my Loved ones up front and always will....

I have always believed in myself and what I am capable of... I can do and be anything I want to be ...







I will succeed !

This sony vaio is just taking up space

This is absolutely useless, to bad I cant drag it to the Trash

sony vaio xubuntu 8.04

Wow, the most useless thing in my Home would have to be .... This 17" Sony Vaio running vista. In truth it sucks and has been just sitting there collecting dust, Im a Mac man and all I use and Love are my Apple Products...

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www.thebrandsource.com

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How do I get the ping.fm icon on the default set selection? Can I move em around somehow like my iPhone app icons?

Oh boy, long day at work, I mean home... Same thing

Absolutely Loving Ping.FM, It works so well and all of it's features are awesome..You Guy's have got to chek it out..Just got to ( Ping.FM ) thats it!

Leave a party if you see when ever there's a sign of a Fight

when ever there's a sign of a Fight
Well ofcourse I dont want to be involved,and if I were to still go in then there is a chance someone might unintentionally involve me somehow ..whether it's by pushing or just getting hit by a stray punch ..not to mention bullet in these days. It doesnt matter where you go, it can be an upscale place or just a bar. You never know when someone is going to lose it.So rather than walking into it, I would just not go in if there are signs of a bad crwed or a scuffle going on.

Keeping in touch from Jersey to Russia

So far but yet so close to my heart

Just by corresponding and sending eachother pics of our daily activities

You can call me...

Hey it's undoubtably suavenyc72

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I'll spend my golden years in Rome,Italy

I have been there several times and it is just an enchanting place to be...I love Europe but Rome is the only place I would want to be

It's all a new devine

If I just add My Time and define my life through their eye's there could be just me........

Her and I, came DD one ofthe Happiest moments in my time my life.......

From her came a baby, little JayLene is so special to me my grand daughter... all in all she makes me.....

Now my eye's are just wide open all for the wanting of life the wanting of being everything I couldn't be in my not so distant past. I beg this time for what we have left to be a stone a shoulder for her to lean . me .. I need to protect her ...she is my Grand Daughter and I will always be so true to this opportunity in life in her life that I was to young not mature enough to grant my own Daughter ...

All if givin the chance in Life ...... 

True

You can understand the facts of life. But facts of love are much different. To love you love someone or someone loves you.. But when you both love each other you're in love with one another. First become friends and let it go. Then get serious and get together. Just make yourself known as a person not as someone you don't want to be known as...
Hey love, I just wanted to say I LoVe YoU Sooo0000OOOooooooooo !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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CAVING IT OUT, AT THE BLUE GROTTO

CAVING IT OUT, AT THE BLUE GROTTO
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Such a site to see in this cave, a one in a life time experience for people like me ..
im so into home that I never get to visit such places

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I am so Ready

Well yes I am ready ..Ready to start working out again and take care of myself and my Body ...as well as my mind...
Seems like the only way I can significantly gain and maintain a healthy weight and ofcourse state of mind..
I have a Beautiful Daughter and now a Grand Daughter ...Yeah she is Precious, I want to be around for her as long as I possibly can.I'm only 36 and my Daughtere is going to be 19 in April ..meaning I believe I'm pretty young and shouldn't worry about being around in the future for my grandchild but I do worry cause you never know what the future holds ..
I seriously plan on being here for My son, My Daughter and my Precious Grand Daughter JayLene ..
I have alot to look foward to and I expect it's going to be a pleasure and beautiful experience watching them all blossom into the people I know they can be ..Ofcourse trhey are all my Kid's and Grand Kid..So why should I expect any less of the only ones I have to show for my Life ..
I love my Family ..My Mother ..Thank God is still being my Mom and my Bother is too..I have a home with plenty of Love in it ..and that's where I want to be ..with my Family and my pet's..couldn't leave them out ..
Well I'll end this one for now biut know that with a new life comes new beginings for us all....

Just look at yourself, Look...

It's breaking my heart to watch you run around

Cause I know that you're living a lie

But that's okay Princess cause in time you will find, Those around you and HIM IN PLACE WILL TAKE YOU UNDER ...

Maybe you should think about it ... maybe you should talk about but listen to someone who cares cause He don't when All he shows you is control ...the control he has over you, my Baby please come back before you are lost for Good ! 

Your Father Loves you .....I do ....

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Times

This is a picture of my mom and brother, as well as myself. I'm the one with the long hair eating ice cream. LOL

We all are something, but none of us are everything

   I keep trying to explain to myself how can I do it ? How can I keep trying to show my two kid's the way it's going to be if they keep in their direction.

 It's been so tough on me cause they just don't listen and don't seem to want to listen to anyone's reason ...We all seem to not know what we're talking about and thats just how they see us, as know nothing adult's that are just plain dumb.

 I try and I try but it just isn't working and they keep going further and further into the street's. I know exactly where My daughter is going and where she's been, she just doesn't realize how much I know and who I know but thats cool. as like my son, He just keeps running around chasing his wannabe friends portraying gangster's and they ai't nothing but chumps and he's following them at that..

WOW 

 How bad have I going ... That they don't see that road ahead of them ......

Can you just be Patient?

If you're here and have been before then you might know what the basis of my writings are about, I know I haven't been consistent but its hard for me to get this down and keep up with work.
It isn't any easier always having my Daughter in mind and worrying about her every move. I know I shouldn't cause she's all grown up but both of my children make it very difficult to do that. But this is mostly if not all about my princess, Adesha my daughter. To hear her say anything or tell her version of reality you would think she had it all under control when it came to her choices, but thats where the problem lies. Her mother and I know her to well and eveything and I mean everything she says to us is always fictional.
I am always only trying to get her to make better choices in life being that she's unconteolable and living on her own already. And because she's on her own makes it harder for me cause she keeps herself in a bad relationship and nomatter what I say or do of never changes. But I still try.
Sometimes I find myself so worried and stressed out but I have to realiE that I've done everything I possibly could. I have to let her learn the hard way. Right?