If you're here and have been before then you might know what the basis of my writings are about, I know I haven't been consistent but its hard for me to get this down and keep up with work.
It isn't any easier always having my Daughter in mind and worrying about her every move. I know I shouldn't cause she's all grown up but both of my children make it very difficult to do that. But this is mostly if not all about my princess, Adesha my daughter. To hear her say anything or tell her version of reality you would think she had it all under control when it came to her choices, but thats where the problem lies. Her mother and I know her to well and eveything and I mean everything she says to us is always fictional.
I am always only trying to get her to make better choices in life being that she's unconteolable and living on her own already. And because she's on her own makes it harder for me cause she keeps herself in a bad relationship and nomatter what I say or do of never changes. But I still try.
Sometimes I find myself so worried and stressed out but I have to realiE that I've done everything I possibly could. I have to let her learn the hard way. Right?
Friday, May 9, 2008
I only want to protect you
If you're here and have been before then you might know what the basis of my writings are about, I know I haven't been consistent but its hard for me to get this down and keep up with work.
It isn't any easier always having my Daughter in mind and worrying about her every move. I know I shouldn't cause she's all grown up but both of my children make it very difficult to do that. But this is mostly if not all about my princess, Adesha my daughter. To hear her say anything or tell her version of reality you would think she had it all under control when it came to her choices, but thats where the problem lies. Her mother and I know her to well and eveything and I mean everything she says to us is always fictional.
I am always only trying to get her to make better choices in life being that she's unconteolable and living on her own already. And because she's on her own makes it harder for me cause she keeps herself in a bad relationship and nomatter what I say or do of never changes. But I still try.
Sometimes I find myself so worried and stressed out but I have to realiE that I've done everything I possibly could. I have to let her learn the hard way. Right?
It isn't any easier always having my Daughter in mind and worrying about her every move. I know I shouldn't cause she's all grown up but both of my children make it very difficult to do that. But this is mostly if not all about my princess, Adesha my daughter. To hear her say anything or tell her version of reality you would think she had it all under control when it came to her choices, but thats where the problem lies. Her mother and I know her to well and eveything and I mean everything she says to us is always fictional.
I am always only trying to get her to make better choices in life being that she's unconteolable and living on her own already. And because she's on her own makes it harder for me cause she keeps herself in a bad relationship and nomatter what I say or do of never changes. But I still try.
Sometimes I find myself so worried and stressed out but I have to realiE that I've done everything I possibly could. I have to let her learn the hard way. Right?
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
Why can't I just see it ...
Its a tough road seeing my two kids grow, Only because they dont seem to understand that the choices they make aren't the right ones. Atleast not now, I try so hard to be a friend cause sometimes being their dad doesn't sink in for them.
My princess is like I said in one of my last post, coming into her own. She's eighteen now and on her own. Trust me when I say it hasn't been my choice but there is so much I can do and say cause she just won't listen to either her mom or myself. All I can do is support her for whatever it is she wants to challenge in life, thats all it seems like now. A challenge in life.
My daughter is a good girl. She just needs support and someone not to turn their backs on her and I won't. As hard as it may be for me, I will never give up on her. I may not agree with everything she wants or does but I do want her to be happy and I'll continue to be there for her as well as my son Michael, another story in itself.
My princess is like I said in one of my last post, coming into her own. She's eighteen now and on her own. Trust me when I say it hasn't been my choice but there is so much I can do and say cause she just won't listen to either her mom or myself. All I can do is support her for whatever it is she wants to challenge in life, thats all it seems like now. A challenge in life.
My daughter is a good girl. She just needs support and someone not to turn their backs on her and I won't. As hard as it may be for me, I will never give up on her. I may not agree with everything she wants or does but I do want her to be happy and I'll continue to be there for her as well as my son Michael, another story in itself.
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