Monday, December 31, 2007

Pages



I am here to let myself know, so I can come to the realization of how this has to be...
It's not my way that they need to live or be, but their's !
I never wanted to come to this end...where I feel I dont want to be a part of what they chose to be...or what they want to do with their youth..I just have to let them be and let them grow into the individuals they want to be...It hurts that I cant influence my own so that they can be better than I have ever been ...and live better than they can see fit for their own well being's .
I feel I have succeeded with my oldest but the other is lost to a life style of destruction in the company of hurt and pain ...It's a road I cant follow or change since we have to walk most on our own like I have for so long before I came to the place I am today...
I pray it will be soon the lost one can be found and when that day or night comes I promise I will be there for every moment of despair they may feel to show that they are found and in my arms and heart they can rest ...My children I will wait for ...And for my youngest I will comfort when the time comes ...when she wakes ....
We can see writing in these pages if we have hope for a better heart ...a serene existence to live in peace .....

Thursday, November 15, 2007

Misunderstood


Okay now, I know I haven't been completely faithful with myself. There are times when I am seriously troubled by my everyday task..Life in itself can get me tired.
I have had some good times but more bad and it hurts to think that my kids arent going to get any better with how they decide they want to live their lives. but their it is ..Their lives !
why cant I see the results, I just want them to prosper beyond all of my dreams ......

Trusting

Okay now, I know I haven't been completely faithful with myself. There are times when I am seriously troubled by my everyday task..Life in itself can get me tired.
I have had some good times but more bad and it hurts to think that my kids arent going to get any better with how they decide they want to live their lives. but their it is ..Their lives !

Thursday, October 4, 2007

UNDERSTANDING


Ongoing stress creates an energetic environment, affecting town and country, spreading from nation to nation, causing disharmony, disease, storms and wars. The heart's intelligence can help to dissipate these negative stressful energies, giving people a fresh start in learning how to get along and live stress free. As enough people learn about emotional fitness, it will cause a global shift into new consciousness that many are talking about, and then quality of life has a chance of becoming better for the whole.

Saturday, September 22, 2007

SKIES

A TIME FOR FUN NOT GAMES ..TO MY AUDIENCE , LISTEN TO REASON
LET'S ALL FLY TOGETHER AND SPREAD OUR WING'S !
LOVE LIFE AND LIVE





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Friday, September 21, 2007

It's love at a lost


I have never met a person whose greatest need was anything other than real, unconditional love. You can find it in a simple act of kindness toward someone who needs help. There is no mistaking love. You feel it in your heart. It is the common fiber of life, the flame of that heats our soul, energizes our spirit and supplies passion to our lives. It is our connection to God and to each other.and if any one is listening as my name is Ruben, The day will come when, after harnessing the winds, the tides and gravitation, we shall harness for God the energies of Love. And on that day, for the second time in the history of the world, man will have discovered fire.

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