one more chance, is the cry

So here we go again with her crying wolf and victimizing herself as usual. Well Adesha called me today and trust me it was "To my surprise". Yeah she called me to do nothing but talk crap about her mom and be everything but make me happy that she's okay.
I just don't get her. She is so messed up in her ways and she doesn't see how she is. It's always ever'one elses fault, but I'm truly sick of it all... yeah I really am

[Posted with iBlogger from my Almighty iPhone 3G]

It's all a new devine

If I just add My Time and define my life through their eye's there could be just me........

Her and I, came DD one ofthe Happiest moments in my time my life.......

From her came a baby, little JayLene is so special to me my grand daughter... all in all she makes me.....

Now my eye's are just wide open all for the wanting of life the wanting of being everything I couldn't be in my not so distant past. I beg this time for what we have left to be a stone a shoulder for her to lean . me .. I need to protect her ...she is my Grand Daughter and I will always be so true to this opportunity in life in her life that I was to young not mature enough to grant my own Daughter ...

All if givin the chance in Life ...... 

I am so Ready

Well yes I am ready ..Ready to start working out again and take care of myself and my Body ...as well as my mind...
Seems like the only way I can significantly gain and maintain a healthy weight and ofcourse state of mind..
I have a Beautiful Daughter and now a Grand Daughter ...Yeah she is Precious, I want to be around for her as long as I possibly can.I'm only 36 and my Daughtere is going to be 19 in April ..meaning I believe I'm pretty young and shouldn't worry about being around in the future for my grandchild but I do worry cause you never know what the future holds ..
I seriously plan on being here for My son, My Daughter and my Precious Grand Daughter JayLene ..
I have alot to look foward to and I expect it's going to be a pleasure and beautiful experience watching them all blossom into the people I know they can be ..Ofcourse trhey are all my Kid's and Grand Kid..So why should I expect any less of the only ones I have to show for my Life ..
I love my Family ..My Mother ..Thank God is still being my Mom and my Bother is too..I have a home with plenty of Love in it ..and that's where I want to be ..with my Family and my pet's..couldn't leave them out ..
Well I'll end this one for now biut know that with a new life comes new beginings for us all....