Monday, April 27, 2009
Friday, April 24, 2009
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Saturday, April 18, 2009
Leave a party if you see when ever there's a sign of a Fight
when ever there's a sign of a Fight
Well ofcourse I dont want to be involved,and if I were to still go in then there is a chance someone might unintentionally involve me somehow ..whether it's by pushing or just getting hit by a stray punch ..not to mention bullet in these days. It doesnt matter where you go, it can be an upscale place or just a bar. You never know when someone is going to lose it.So rather than walking into it, I would just not go in if there are signs of a bad crwed or a scuffle going on.
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Keeping in touch from Jersey to Russia
So far but yet so close to my heart
Just by corresponding and sending eachother pics of our daily activities
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
I'll spend my golden years in Rome,Italy
I have been there several times and it is just an enchanting place to be...I love Europe but Rome is the only place I would want to be
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
It's all a new devine

Thursday, February 12, 2009
True

Hey love, I just wanted to say I LoVe YoU Sooo0000OOOooooooooo !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CAVING IT OUT, AT THE BLUE GROTTO

CAVING IT OUT, AT THE BLUE GROTTO
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Such a site to see in this cave, a one in a life time experience for people like me ..
im so into home that I never get to visit such places
I am so Ready
Well yes I am ready ..Ready to start working out again and take care of myself and my Body ...as well as my mind...
Seems like the only way I can significantly gain and maintain a healthy weight and ofcourse state of mind..
I have a Beautiful Daughter and now a Grand Daughter ...Yeah she is Precious, I want to be around for her as long as I possibly can.I'm only 36 and my Daughtere is going to be 19 in April ..meaning I believe I'm pretty young and shouldn't worry about being around in the future for my grandchild but I do worry cause you never know what the future holds ..
I seriously plan on being here for My son, My Daughter and my Precious Grand Daughter JayLene ..
I have alot to look foward to and I expect it's going to be a pleasure and beautiful experience watching them all blossom into the people I know they can be ..Ofcourse trhey are all my Kid's and Grand Kid..So why should I expect any less of the only ones I have to show for my Life ..
I love my Family ..My Mother ..Thank God is still being my Mom and my Bother is too..I have a home with plenty of Love in it ..and that's where I want to be ..with my Family and my pet's..couldn't leave them out ..
Well I'll end this one for now biut know that with a new life comes new beginings for us all....
Sunday, January 4, 2009
Just look at yourself, Look...

Thursday, December 4, 2008
Times
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
We all are something, but none of us are everything

Friday, May 9, 2008
Can you just be Patient?
It isn't any easier always having my Daughter in mind and worrying about her every move. I know I shouldn't cause she's all grown up but both of my children make it very difficult to do that. But this is mostly if not all about my princess, Adesha my daughter. To hear her say anything or tell her version of reality you would think she had it all under control when it came to her choices, but thats where the problem lies. Her mother and I know her to well and eveything and I mean everything she says to us is always fictional.
I am always only trying to get her to make better choices in life being that she's unconteolable and living on her own already. And because she's on her own makes it harder for me cause she keeps herself in a bad relationship and nomatter what I say or do of never changes. But I still try.
Sometimes I find myself so worried and stressed out but I have to realiE that I've done everything I possibly could. I have to let her learn the hard way. Right?
I only want to protect you
It isn't any easier always having my Daughter in mind and worrying about her every move. I know I shouldn't cause she's all grown up but both of my children make it very difficult to do that. But this is mostly if not all about my princess, Adesha my daughter. To hear her say anything or tell her version of reality you would think she had it all under control when it came to her choices, but thats where the problem lies. Her mother and I know her to well and eveything and I mean everything she says to us is always fictional.
I am always only trying to get her to make better choices in life being that she's unconteolable and living on her own already. And because she's on her own makes it harder for me cause she keeps herself in a bad relationship and nomatter what I say or do of never changes. But I still try.
Sometimes I find myself so worried and stressed out but I have to realiE that I've done everything I possibly could. I have to let her learn the hard way. Right?
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
Why can't I just see it ...
My princess is like I said in one of my last post, coming into her own. She's eighteen now and on her own. Trust me when I say it hasn't been my choice but there is so much I can do and say cause she just won't listen to either her mom or myself. All I can do is support her for whatever it is she wants to challenge in life, thats all it seems like now. A challenge in life.
My daughter is a good girl. She just needs support and someone not to turn their backs on her and I won't. As hard as it may be for me, I will never give up on her. I may not agree with everything she wants or does but I do want her to be happy and I'll continue to be there for her as well as my son Michael, another story in itself.
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
I can now that their getting into their own
So I guess now that both of my kid's are eighteen I can start to worry about myself since they have just drifted.
I don't know, sometimes I wonder if they will ever learn and someday be okay out there. My son will be cause he's just spoiled and has his mom to put a roof over his head nomatter what he does and says to her .. as well as his grandmother who see's no wrong in how he lives and behaves but I guess that's why he stay's away from me, Being that I don't put up with to much of his nonsense,
As for my Daughter Adesha, well she's a prize. It's tough being a father to an eighteen year old girl thats thinks everything is her way and owed to her. Although she's not like my son, cause she doesn't have the crutches he has in life so she strives for everything she has and wants.
Something like me, LOL ..She's a good girl though, very stubborn but smart and I know she will be okay at the end of the day.I worry about her the most ofcourse cause she's a woman and I know how hard it can be for her out there in this cruel world,, But I continuesly try to be there for her even though she is tough on me..Get that~ she's tough on me..I have to change that for real..
Anyway I'm gonna be back soon so I'll end this blog on this note ...
Don't ever forget who has to be number one, cause if you do everyone you love will never place or show !